Whichever way you look at it, im always the weak one. Weak in doing my work, weak in handling any stress or emotion. Maybe everybody says the same thing but all evidence points me to really believe that i fall short in almost every way.

This is my problem. Only choice now is to change everything that i am. Brick by boring brick. No one can possibly be on your side. Everyone is only entitled to be on their own side.

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George R.R. Martin, A Dance With Dragons (via samaralex)

People are put in life to go against what they unknowingly set out to be. Because like it or not, most if not all of the time we set out to be something we dont want to be by nature. Most of all, we’re put here to discover.

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Why do you so readily think the worst of me? Everyone’s in their own personal coma. And you are in yours. You want me to prove to you that i’m trying? Yea well, I’d rather you think im not then.

We’re all doomed at being who we are. Even if, some of us hate that person.

Symptoms of depression can include:

• Agitation, restlessness, and irritability

• Dramatic change in appetite, often with weight gain or loss

• Very difficult to concentrate

• Fatigue and lack of energy

• Feelings of hopelessness and helplessness

• Feelings of worthlessness, self-hate, and guilt

• Becoming withdrawn or isolated

• Loss of interest or pleasure in activities that were once enjoyed

• Thoughts of death or suicide

• Trouble sleeping or excessive sleeping

Cmon, let’s go.

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Well that’s cos you’re always there (:

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“Neville helped me grow up as much as he’s helped people who’ve watched the films. When I first started, Neville and I were very similar: shy, chubby-faced boy. There was very little acting in the first couple of movies. That’s just me. But as he grew, so did I. And the thing about Neville is this amazing message that J.K. Rowling did for him. This message of evolution. Neville’s bullied, he’s scared of his own shadow. No one ever thinks he’ll amount to anything. And here he is in [“Deathly Hallows — Part 2”] saving the Wizarding World. It just shows you that, no matter how your childhood is, it doesn’t define you.”

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That point of contact during a punch or a kick, when its done right.. Something new to work on, to bring more productivity. And it sure helps when your clubmates are so on about it and pushing you, always willing to teach you things cos they know you’re new. Awesome. 

The feeling of frustration in temporary, initial failures will not bring me down. Once again, with lack of skill, what we look for in ourselves is improvement. Improvement motivates me. 

I don’t like to see people doing something, just because they think its cool. Where’s the meaning in that? Decisions shouldn’t be made based on whether something will make you look like a loser. Doing Muay Thai, im most definitely not looking to kill people, or harm them if i dont have to. There’s just something incredibly respectable about being able to do something, yet choosing not to. Not wanting to do it, but having the ability is always something good to have. Plus i gotta train my reflexes.. 

Someday I will be king of the world! (: GOODNIGHT im looking forward to an aching body tmr >:)